Want to learn more about trans people? Suggestions from a non-binary babe

Two important non-fiction books have come across my desk in the last few months and I felt it was a great opportunity to share my take on them together.

I’m non-binary (or genderqueer). I have never felt wholly woman or wholly man, and is something I’ve felt but not quite understood for my entire life. I’ve explored various transitioning options, but right now I’m happy with a binder on my dysphoric days and people not referring to me as a lady/girl/woman, though I’m fine with she pronouns. Important aside note: this varies with every single person, so be sure to ask them!

The last few years have been a very interesting time for trans rights. You may remember a few years ago Laverne Cox graced the front cover of Time magazine, with the phrase “The Transgender Tipping Point” alongside her. This was 2014; Cox was a trans woman playing a trans character on Orange is the New Black and Caitlin Jenner had just announced that she would be transitioning. This was a time of hope, of visibility.

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In the last twelve months, it has felt like acceptable discrimination towards trans women in particular has escalated in the UK. It has felt, in watching from the sidelines, that much of the trans-exclusionary discourse has been allowed to continue as though it was a legitimate topic of discussion, as though debating someone’s personhood is okay. I’m not going to link to the fundraiser by disgraced former Labour Party members, but this article goes into a little detail of what’s been happening, for example, within a political party that is support to stand up for the oppressed. Meanwhile, the media has continued to pit trans exclusionary feminists against trans women on talk shows in some misguided and dangerous effort for the sake of balance. Paris Lees refers to the current wave of violence towards trans people as an epidemic.

One way you can support trans people is through buying work from trans creators, but also by reading about them, educating yourselves on their lives and the issues they face daily. For this, I would immediately direct your attention to two books: Trans Like Me by CN Lester and Trans Britain edited by Christine Burns.

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Trans Like Me is a mixture of memoir and writing about the current climate around trans people. Lester, who is non-binary, has created an informative introduction to issues surrounding trans people without ever being patronising. While trans people may be familiar with much of the introductory topics Lester provides, I suspect that much of the information about current issues for trans people will be new to many cis people.

As a non-binary person, I found reading Lester’s struggles with presentation and their frustrations at the limitations of hormonal therapy — to be personal here, a major factor in not taking hormones for me was wanting to maintain my singing voice, the same as Lester.

It is an affirming, emotional book that made me cry multiple times.

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Trans Britain is a very different but complementary book to Trans Like Me; a historical anthology, including essays from individual people telling their own story within the major eras of trans history in the UK. Burns sets the scene by dividing the book into three distinct sections, and introducing them to the climate of that era, providing a reader with an overview that places the following essays within a clear cultural context.

The chapter on non-binary people was an essential learning process for me, seeing how we fit into the historical trans movement. I’ve only really began to understand myself as non-binary, knowing that I’ve always been “other” than the binary gender options, and this chapter in particular made me feel so much more connected to myself.

This is a book of mini-memoirs, and the story of a history that is still unfolding.

Trans Like Me: UK (Hive) // International (Book Depository)

Trans Britain: UK (Hive) // International (Book Depository)

These are both a great place to start. This thread I did for Trans Day of Remembrance has a number of recommendations from genres beyond non-fiction, so no matter what your reading style is there’s something for you to read. If young adult fiction is a favourite of yours, there are a number of trans main characters in the novels reference in this list.

Have you read either of these books? Do you have any recommendations? Tell me in the comments!

Children of Blood and Bone by Tomi Adeyemi | 1 Minute Reviews

This is hands down going to be one of the best novels you’re going to read this year. I’m that confident. Yes, art is subjective, but honestly, this is a furious, brutal riot of a book and I think any fans of Sabaa Tahir, Nnedi Okorafor, Leigh Bardugo and Alwyn Hamilton are going to be extremely pleased with this book. This is easily a personal favourite of 2018, and is going to be absolutely huge — already evidenced by its competitive publishing auction and already snapped up film rights.

Inspired by Yoruban folklore, Children of Blood and Bone is the first novel in the next big fantasy epic series, and  follows three Orïshan teenagers whose lives are changed forever when they discover a way to return magic to their world.

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Zélie is a Magi, easily identified by her sheer white hair, who has been training to fight in secret with Mama Agba. Even though magic has been struck from their lands, Magi still live as second class citizens, punished and forced further into poverty routinely by the cruel King Saran. Meanwhile, Princess Amari witnesses the murder of her Magi best friend at the hands of her father, understanding the part of a mysterious scroll in it all, which she steals from the palace.

Drawn together at a market, the two girls work together to flee not just Amari’s father but her intense brother Inan. When Mama Agba reveals to the girls that the scroll presents an opportunity to restore magic to Orïsha, the girls and Zélie’s brother Tzain set off on an adventure across the country.

 

I completely fell in love with this novel, a slow burn you can’t turn your head from. It hooks you in deep and I’d find myself having to return to my daily life wondering what would befall the characters next. I particularly enjoyed the eerie connection between Inan and Zélie, an intense connection on a semi-psychic level they cannot escape, somewhat like that of Rey and Kylo-Ren.

UK readers, do not be put off by the size of the paperback — chapters are relatively short as the narrative flits between Zélie, Amari and Inan, but importantly the book never feels slack, an impressive feat for a debut novel at almost 600 pages. I await the rest of the Legacy of Orisha saga with bated breath, especially after that ending.

This is a novel of rebellion, of uprisings, of fire and might. While the tale may be fantasy, the intense emotion that bleeds through every page is all Adeyemi’s, a literary reaction to the deaths and persecution black people in America (and globally) are experiencing daily.

You may have already come across the author Tomi Adeyemi through this beautiful moment she shared with us all — the day her books arrived. You might not know that her website has a wealth of creative writing tips and lessons, a resource I’m going to be reading all of!

We have been blessed with a wealth of young adult releases this Spring, but if you’re going to pick just one to read, pick this.

Children of Blood and Bone is a passionate epic, an immersive battlecry of a novel, a book that you absolutely must not miss.

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Thank you kindly to My Kinda Books and PanMac News for kindly sending a copy over to me.

If You Could Be Mine by Sara Farizan | 1 Minute Reviews

I’m going to warn you right now, this is really, really sad.

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If You Could Be Mine follows seventeen year old Sahar and Nasrin, two girls in love in Iran, a country where it is illegal to be gay. When Nasrin announces that her parents have arranged for her to marry a doctor, Sahar becomes determined to find a way they can make their love public without risking their lives. After meeting some openly trans people at one of her cousin Ali’s parties, Sahar realises the answer to all her problems is to transition to be a man as gender reassignment is not illegal in Iran.

This novel is so heartbreaking and painful to read. Sahar is so desperate to be whoever she can to be with Nasrin, and you cannot help but root for her all the way through.

Sara Farizan explains the realities of being queer or trans in Iran, rarely holding back on the difficulties of hiding who you truly are in the country her parents grew up in. Sahar’s interest in transitioning is handled delicately, and at no times did I think that the actual trans people in the book were treated with anything other than respect. This serves to shed light on the difficulties that trans people face around the world, not just in Iran.

This small yet intense novel deals with a lot of large, highly complex issues, alongside a compelling first romance.

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Traitor to the Throne by Alwyn Hamilton | 1 Minute Reviews

Stop right there — if you haven’t read Rebel of the Sands, then get your ass out of here because there are spoilers abound!

Everyone says the middle book of a series is the hardest to write, and often where a series can take a downturn. Having decided to binge read the whole Rebel series this month, I can assure you that it does not suffer that fate. Instead, Alwyn Hamilton brings us an intense novel rife with deception.

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Traitor to the Throne finds Amani in the middle of the rebellion, attempting to infiltrate the city of Saromatai after a number of their spies have been captured. But shortly after a thrilling escape, Amani is kidnapped and finds herself in the hands of Jin and Ahmed’s father, the Sultan. But what does he want with a demdji, and can Amani escape in one piece?

The adventure of this novel is in some ways in a lower key, but rarely does the tension let up. Hamilton makes it clear that the world of the harem is cut-throat. This is a novel of political machinations, subterfuge and danger at every turn, which makes it quite different from the guns-blazing Wild West of Rebel, but it doesn’t make it any lesser a novel.

Hamilton introduces a whole cast of new characters, and some surprisingly familiar faces (I won’t spoil who!). Luckily, she provides a character list at the very front of the novel so you can remind yourself who everyone is! I particularly loved new character Sam, a mischievous Albish defector with fae ancestry who has been posing as the Blue Eyed Bandit.

Traitor also takes a deeper dive into the mythology of Rebel’s world, bringing the stories of Hawa, The First Hero and the Djinni right to the forefront.

Traitor to the Throne is a tense, immersive novel that builds upon the furious start in Rebel of the Sands and promises an explosive ending in Hero of the Fall.

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Goodbye Perfect by Sara Barnard | 1 Minute Reviews

It was obvious that I was going to love this book. If you’re not familiar with Sara Barnard, let me assure you that she is a powerhouse of UKYA. Barnard’s contemporary novels rank as my favourites up with Non Pratt and Alice Oseman, and I’m always blown away by her characterisation.

Goodbye Perfect is no exception to the successful streak started by her previous books Beautiful Broken Things and A Quiet Kind of Thunder, confirming that Barnard is firmly cemented as one of the UK’s greatest YA authors.

Goodbye Perfect follows Eden McKinley, the “troubled” girl with average grades and a bit of a reputation. Eden and Bonnie are best friends who tell each other all their secrets, or so Eden thought. When the police suddenly appear at her house after Bonnie’s jokey messages that she’s run away, Eden starts to realise that Bonnie is gone… and she’s left with her secret boyfriend Jack. When Eden discovers Jack’s real identity as her former teacher, she struggles with what to do next — keep the secrets or betray Bonnie to the police.

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Eden is another great narrator, and probably my favourite so far of Barnard’s creations. A little rough around the edges but calmed by gardening, Eden feels refreshingly different from your standard middle-class bookish narrator. I completely fell in love with her — her fears and worries feel so real.

I loved the portrayal of her relationship with long-term boyfriend Connor, a carer to his mum and a steadying influence. Barnard’s writing on sex has always been brilliantly frank, and I really like how it is discussed once again here, showing that the right time to have sex is when it feels right to the both of you.

Unlike so many other stories about student-teacher affairs, Goodbye Perfect presents the power imbalances and danger of such “romances”. It is exceptionally frank and refreshing in a world where Pretty Little Liars, for instance, romanticised such an abuse of power.

I read the book in a single sitting, as I’ve done with all her other books. The world she creates is so immersive and believable, and her strong pacing makes it easy to devour it completely, without feeling like you’ve rushed through. Goodbye Perfect is a compelling story about secrets, lies and dangerous relationships, a gripping and timely contemporary YA.

Next up from Barnard is Floored, a novel written by seven UKYA authors about the people stuck inside a lift, also from My Kinda Books.

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New releases from Walker Books to look forward to

Since my blog and poor internet connection conspired to swallow this post in the recent past, this is two weeks later than it was supposed to be. But ho hum, technology full of weasels can only get me down for so long. I was very lucky to get a spot at the Walker Books young adult preview evening for 2018. You might have caught my live tweets during the evening, but I thought I’d go into more detail here about the books in order of release date.

Settle down, because this is a multi-media presentation including several high quality book trailers. Fancy. Okay let’s go!

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First up was How to Hang a Witch by Adriana Mather, pitched as Mean Girls meets The Craft. The Salem witch trials takes the centre stage in this teen drama, plus creepiness and swoony romances and I am extremely here for this. We were reliably informed that it includes an inconveniently attractive ghost. Here’s the summary:

Recently transplanted from New York City, Sam and her stepmother are not exactly welcomed with open arms. Sam is the descendant of Cotton Mather, one of the men responsible for those trials and almost immediately, she becomes the enemy of a group of girls who call themselves The Descendants. And guess who their ancestors were?

Also it has a book trailer with surprisingly high production value, which is wild; you can watch it here. I’m fully expecting to enjoy this, based on my deep love for The Graces by Laure Eve. You can find out more about Adriana Mather herself in this intro video.

Buy How to Hang a Witch: Hive // Book Depository

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Next up was Scythe by Neal Shusterman; digital networks in place of government control life except death, which is in the hands of Scythes. The only way to die is to be gleaned by a trained Scythe. When two teenagers are chosen to be apprentice Scythes, they learn that their final task will a fight to the death. This sounds absolutely wild. I’m really lucky that Walker Books sent me a copy of this after the event, and it turns out this is the start of a series, with Thunderhead coming out in August. My immediate vibe from this is it would be really enjoyed by fans of The Bone Season or perhaps Gilded Cage. And look, another book trailer!

Buy Scythe: Hive // Book Depository

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Landscape with Invisible Hand from M. T. Anderson continues the sci-fi theme but, slightly unusually for YA, is a novella. The story follows benevolent invasions by aliens like granite coffee tables, mixed with a lot of strange humour and explores art truth and colonisation. After the invasion goes south and Adam is left poor, he and his girlfriend Chloe decide to create a pay-to-watch tv show of 1950s style dates.

Buy Landscape with Invisible Hand: Hive // Book Depository

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We’re also being treated to some cute recovers this year! To celebrate the 10 year anniversary of Patrick Ness’ Chaos Walking trilogy and film deal, Walker have released these stunning completely black covers. I’ve not read this series yet (I know, I know) and I’m so glad I get to start with these stunners now.

The Knife of Letting Go: Hive // Book Depository

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Walker have also started releasing the Magnus Bane short stories by Cassandra Clare in these cute little individual hardbacks. So far they’ve released The Midnight Heir and The Course of True Love is out this month. They’re a really cute size, pocket sized really, and would make a great gift for Cassie Clare fans. I only just started reading her books last year, but beautiful queer Magnus is basically the reason I read them.

All of those are already out, so now it’s time to get hyped for the future releases!

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Flying Tips for Flightless Birds by Kelly McCaughran has been on my radar for the last few months, simply because queer romance is what I’ve been waiting for in the recent trend of circus themed books. Twins Birdie and Finch Franconi are stars of the trapeze in their family circus, but when Birdie has an accident, Hector Hazzard joins Finch to form a boy-only double-act to save the business. And of course, emotions happen.Set in Northern Ireland and discusses homophobic bullying, alongside trying to save the family business and discovering secrets. Excited for some queer romance, lads. My hands were shaking a little when I found this in my bag because it sounds so great.

Preorder (publishes 1st March): Hive // Book Depository

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Next is a book I’ve not heard a lot about yet, but am excited to read. The Goose Road by Rowena House is set in 1916 in France. When Angélique hears news of her father’s death on the frontlines, she promises to keep her family farm running until her brother returns from the war. But in order to keep the promise, she will have to journey across France, accompanied by a flock of geese. The Bookseller have described it as “Gorgeous historical novel … An impressive debut with a tenacious heroine.”

Preorder here (publishes 5th April): Hive // Book Depository

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Coming in May ready for to be your poolside read is The Wonder of Us by Kim Culbertson. Originally published in the US, The Wonder of Us follows two best friends, recently separated when one family moves to Germany, who reunite to travel Europe… though they’re pretty mad at each other right now. This immediately makes me think of Keris Stainton’s One Italian Summer and Remix by Non Pratt.

Preorder here (releases May): Hive // Book Depository

I did a shriek when the next book got announced — no cover art to share just yet as it’s too far in the future — but the sequel to Girl Out of Water is FINALLY coming this summer. I absolutely loved Nat Luurtesma‘s first novel about Lou, a former swimmer who coaches a team of boys in synchronised swimming for a national tv competition. Lou Out of Luck follows Lou and her family struggling with poverty while she works through her first relationship. Luurtesma’s writing is hilarious and heartfelt, and I am really happy to see more working-class characters in literature.

Preorder here (releases June): Hive // Book Depository

I had the real joy of snagging a ticket to Angie Thomas’ appearance in London next month, where I hope she’ll talk more about her next book, On the Come Up. Thomas’ second novel returns to Garden Heights with a story about an up and coming teen rapper.

Preorder here (releases June): Hive // Book Depository

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And finally, the last book we got to hear about I have already demolished. White Rabbit Red Wolf is a thriller about spies, maths and mental health, from YA author and mental health advocate Tom Pollock. You can read my review of this exciting, brilliant book here.

Preorder here (releases 7th June): Hive // Book Depository

Thank you to Walker for hosting such a wonderful night and providing us with books, drinks and good food — never before have I eaten a spherical chicken kiev, what an experience.

Which books are you looking forward to most?

White Rabbit Red Wolf by Tom Pollock 1 Minute Reviews

It is rare that I read a book so far ahead of publication nowadays. I try to read things as they come out, so they get promotion around their launch into the world. But sometimes, some books creep into my head. After hearing Tom Pollock read an excerpt of the first chapter at the Walker YA preview event, I couldn’t hold back and I pried open my copy on the train home that night.

This book. THIS BOOK.

Sometimes I read a book that makes me feel so many emotions that I end up tweeting the author my feelings, with specific page references. I definitely sent Tom at least two of those, though I won’t repeat them because I want you to experience the plot hitting you like a truck.

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This is a twisty-turny thriller, heavily peppered with unreliable revelations that send the plot — and your brain — spiralling. This is not a straight forward novel, and it is all the more exciting and brilliant for it.

Peter Blankman is often afraid, balancing his severe anxiety with logic and his love of maths, wherever possible. At an awards ceremony celebrating his scientist mother’s work, everything goes to hell; his mother is stabbed, his twin sister Bel has disappeared, and he is taken in with a shadowy organisation telling him to trust them. Together with his only friend Ingrid, he must use is logic and analytical skills to save everyone… or at the very least find out what on earth is going on.

Several times in this book I thought I had everything figured out, but I couldn’t have been more wrong. Pollock dangles tidbits and clues, only to flip the plot completely on its head.

I am a huge fan of how Pollock bluntly confronts mental health, tackling it head on and plainly showing the realities of living with a glitchy brain. The novel basically opens right into the middle of a panic attack, showing the reader the reality of anxiety and eating disorders. If you want a taster of his writing on mental health, this piece about his experiences with anxiety and bulimia is incredibly insightful.

I’m absolutely blown away by this brilliantly witty adventure through science, maths and the mind. Mark your calendars for 7th June and clear your weekend; prepare for an adventure you never expected.

Preorder here: Hive // Book Depository

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A small note, this novel requires content notes for anxiety attacks, eating disorders, obsessive compulsive disorder, compulsive hand washing and self harm.

Thank you kindly to Walker Books and ED PR for sharing the copy with me in advance.